Anew

I hope I can return here as my hiding place again :) It used to be the page known by all my friends but I have diverted it. Well, let it be. I just need a space all to myself. I've come to a point that I am totally burnt out. But well again, I have not shared what I have seen and done in China. It was a total whole new "world" kinda thing. The culture and the people I see gave me different inputs from many other directions and indeed, I found something deep inside me that I don't know or probably just found out. To my surprise :) Though I have been thinking about some other stuff at the same time, which kinda ruined my trip, also I regretted for not enjoying the entire trip to the bits. Not that I don't want, just that there are things which are bothering me. When I am away from the Internet, I just wish that Internet does not invade our lives some what.

Can I have a 'reset' button and start anew?

Since I got home from China, the entire perception of being me changed. Or maybe I was manipulated. I see things differently now. First thing first, I've gotta learn how to be selfish. :)

Keep'on smiling, Em. I know what I am worth and where I stand :)